" La Trahison... "

When We'd met...
I'd Never known...
That time would change....
And I'd find myself so alone...

Time teaches us lessons...

And people undergo a change... 

Nothing is permanent...

And many things seem strange....

I thought you were amigo..
And would always remain the same...

What did this heart know....
Know about that inflicting pain..

How innocent I was..

And how naive I could be...

Trusted your words.....

And believed whatever you said to me

Those words were so sweet..

And it seemed so right to me.. 

But time would tell the truth...

It was to be honey coated bitter sweet..

I trusted without doubt..

I believed with conviction...

I thought of no fault...

And asked for no explanation...

There was a time..

When maybe I should have cast doubt...

But I did none of it...

And I trusted always without doubt...

But later someone told me...

Told me of your dishonesty..

I refused to believe those words...

Those words of your perfect disloyalty....

I tried to look beyond those mistakes..

And beyond all that pain

Waiting for your reply.....

To let you off that blame....

I thought of confronting...

And then I considered asking..

But then something came to mind...

Was it even worth the asking?

What would I ask....

And what would I say...

Someone whom I'd trust so much..

Had let me down this way...

I'd believed foolishly..

I'd trusted implicitly..

And all that trust...

Had been violated that way....

The truth was something...

I would rather let it be...

Let it go for another day..

And forget what you said to me..

But Alas! How difficult it was to forget..

To forget that bitter sweet memory..

Reminded of it all the time....

Reminded of that memory...

And how could I even blame you..

Blame you for doing this to me....

It was all my fault..

My fault to have trusted so easily....

But time had taught me a lesson..

A lesson to never do so again...

You was never worth it...

And this realization had come with pain....

But pain it was....

And pain it was to be....

My lesson in life.....

So have trusted you so easily....

And as I went through this pain....

My heart yearned to be....

For what it had been....

Before seeing your disloyalty...

But as time always moves on....

I prayed that it would never be..

I yearned to forget the past...

And to just let it be...

How I wish it was that simple!

As simple as to have let it go..

Those words became unforgivable....

And my heart refused to just let go....

But as time moved on.....

I remembered what was said to me....

Those small words of wisdom....

Came rushing back to me...

" Everyone in this world is going to hurt you...

And pain is something that would always be...

But what would matter more is when you accept...

Accept as the things are going to be....

Pain would be part of life....

Just as happiness will always be....

And that pain would always make you realize...

Those people who's love would always support thee. "

And on this I pondered over...

Thinking on now what would it be...

Would I forget and move on...

Or would the pain still haunt me..............