" Pain Personified.."

ONE note to all my readers:

This poem.. is NOT written by me...

Yes, I did make a few changes, But it was written by someone else

It reminded me of one of mine.. " Mes Coucer.."

And I found it equally touching...

" It's all over with that special person which was once very near to
you. Whatever time you've spent with that person is permanently etched
on your mind, you can't do a thing about it..

Rains.. An important element that makes us remember those moments,
some good, some bad..
Further when you try to get attached with someone else, sometimes it
happens that they still don't let us behave freely with those people..
This poem is inspired by these very thoughts..

Why in these rains..

I loved to soak myself in the rains,
when you were with me,
now I sit in my house,
with rain falling outside,
as alone as I could be..[1]

I made a promise to myself,
not to think about you,
but the rains make me feel,
I wish even your feelings were true..[2]

I still remember the rain,
on that fateful day,
The day when you made,
my heart hear nay..[3]

I waited for you,
with my heart open,
i waited in the rain,
to hear the unspoken..[4]

May be it was never possible,
between you and me,
maybe it was all over,
And this was destined to be..[5]

I still miss that friend in you,
I still need that care from you,
The warmth of you being there with me,
I miss the time I shared with thee..[6]

You were the one I laid my trust upon,
now I think it wasn't enough..

I swear my dear,
I'm now bereft,
I refuse to trust,
since you had left..[7]

A girl waits outside,
so I opened my door,
She came into my life...

Now that you weren't so near..[8]

But how near could she get?

With you still there with me..?

My heart still broken now..

and the pain still within me..[9]


Now in these days..,
it does still rain,
instead of cheers,
it mostly gives pain ..[10]

Will I ever get back,
what I had lost ?
Will I ever get back,
my stolen heart,
though charred by you,
and for someone,
it might be a precious part..[11]

Give my heart back,
give it back to me,
some one else has come,
who's not as cold as thee..[12]

Don't ever meet me again,
in heavens where I'll dwell,
watching you there,
my heart will again swell..[13]

I don't want my angel,
to watch me cry,
I don't want her,
to ask me why ??[14]

I have no answer yet..

And I have nothing to say

All i think is, ""Why my love

did you leave me this way?"

But,
But I just wish once,
I wish before I die,
I wish to tell you ,
That in all these rains,
I still sit alone and cry.. " 

" LoSt DAyS..."

Time is the longest distance between two places.  ~Tennessee Williams




It seems like just yesterday, when I bid a farewell to my home Sweet Home - Pune. 
And I think I will always remember that day, when I could see my parents through that glass barrier..... and it seemed like eternity when I would ever see them again....
These 10 months seem to pass like years. And now I am waiting to see them...


When we have someone in our lives, we don't seem to realize what they could mean to us... But when there's even a slight separation, we seem to feel their absence in our lives.
This phase is the worst.... when we're torn between two minds...
When my mind says it won't be possible, but my heart says something else...
And the dilemma seems never ending... 


There are a few people who mean the world to me, and they are far away from me. But, even though we are countries apart, it doesn't make a difference to us.
It just takes a phone call, and it seems as though nothing ever changed. I love that feeling when you pick up the phone, and someone on the other end goes like, " Where the hell have you been! ..." and that's how it all starts...


But, it's very interesting to note, that where distance never affects those few golden relations, some seem to fade away, even when there's no distance involved. 
Either there is  some misunderstanding, or something else  goes wrong. 
And then, one day when you sit down to think about it, you can't even figure out why people drifted away.


I always read this somewhere or the other, (I'm sure you all have heard of this one) 
' Time heals all wounds'. 
Well, some may agree, and some may not. 
My version of this is slightly different.
" Time heals all wounds.... BUT it always leaves behind scars.."
We all hope for a bright future, but at the same time, somewhere or the other, there's always one part of our past that weighs on our mind. It could be a failed relationship, or something you felt was left undone...could be anything. 
We love our present, but somewhere we still have regrets regarding certain things in our life. 


This journey for me taught me one thing. The clock is never going to stop, so if you have to say something, say it. If you have to do something, do it; Because you never know when that time passes, and that incident becomes something in your life that becomes a unfinished past........